Atheism vs christianity

One lie or the other.
You can have your lies.
I'm seeking the truth.
So what's the truth?
You want to know?
I don't know the truth.
I don't know how life came to be.
I don't know how life is possible.
I don't know where consciousness comes from.
Neither do you.
Neither does science or religion.
None of us know.
I'm not a christian because it's a big lie.
I'm not an atheist because it's a big lie to.
If all I have is 2 lies to choose from I'll choose neither and admit I don't know it all.