christianity and god

My parents were don't care atheists and my aunt was hardcore christian. So she took us to church with her. My aunt did the best she could to indoctrinate us but when I grew up I was basicaly an atheist.
I am however no longer an atheist.
I have seen god.
I know what people are talking about when they talk of god (to bad they don't know what they are talking about).
I don't have faith in god. God is a fact. Their is no room for faith.
This world is an illusion.
God is more real than the floor you stand on.
I'm not a christian.
Seeing god didn't make me a christian.
In fact seeing god proved beyond a shadow of a doubt that christianity is full of shit.
The very first thing I realised upon seeing god is how full of shit christianity is.
If I could tell you one thing about god it is this.
God is loving.
I don't mean it in the traditional christian sense.
I mean it for real.
When I say god loves you it means their is no hell.
No need for human sacrifice.
No need to drink blood.
No need to be perfect.
No need to bend over backwards.
No need to jump threw hoops.
No need to swallow crap from your priests mouth.
It is out their.
It doesn't judge you.
It doesn't look down on you.
It doesn't reject you.
It doesn't see you as bad.